all im asking f0r is 0ne chance, t0 sh0w y0u h0w i can truly l0ve y0u....

all im asking f0r is 0ne chance, t0 sh0w y0u h0w i can truly l0ve y0u....

answered_v0calz

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[23 Nov 2004|10:19am]

hmm, haven't updated in a while... life is gay!, i miss my one friend who let our friendship vanish over some dumbass shit... i miss the days i was in kindergarden, when everything was okay... grr.

anywayz, shoutouts to GABBY!-
I L0VE Y0U! s0 much... where have u been all my life, i l0ve y0u and i thank y0u f0r bein there f0r me... i kn0w we aint been the best 0f friends f0r that l0ng, but dayuum...finally s0me0ne i can chill with that always knows wassup!!...kuz u kno u kno... YOU ARE SO FOUL !

(give me a chance)

i see y0u is in the pr0gram..knah mean girl? [02 Oct 2004|10:59am]

[ mood | CHiLLeD. ]

[ music | SAY iT [ SPANISH VERSI0N] V0iCES 0f THE0Ry ]

LMFAO...yesterday was freakin GREAT. i l0ved it. Firt 0ff..i was trying t0 g0 t0 the TAFT GAME, but i had n0 m0ney... s0 then BERT invited me t0 the mall with his friend BEN, nd his GF TAHSiN, and P0LLy was g0nna be there t00. anyways... they ended up leaving us there.... it's 9:00...and the mall is cl0s0ng, then me and P0LLY decide it's cute to walk all the way t0 WiNNETKA THEATERS, lol i g0t us l0st...s0rry* lol but P0LLy knew the way...hehe. and then t0 0ur surprise mr.bert wh0 had t0 g0 hme is in the arcade playin` DDR!!....ARE Y0U SERI0US?! lol..then me nd P0LLy thr0w a fit..l0l. g00d times.

WERE at JAVA right...and theres liek these fione ass lil dudes...therye like 14...l0l, s0 im getting my ice blend m0cha.. and im like P0LLy, let's bet h0w 0ld they are..l0l, and YES, they were 14. hehe. im the best...

S0 im sitting d0wn, and s0me h0mmie dude guy...wh0 l00ked 15, 16 maybe...c0mes up t0 me, and he's like... " S0, what's y0u name?" , lol, and i l00ked him up and d0wn, and i said " Um..h0ld up..h0w 0ld are y0u?" ... he stuttered... and said " 16", and i was like " aweee hehe, s0rry babe im 21 " LOL !!!....then dumbass P0LLy starts cracking up. lol...but thats n0t all...

about 5 minutes later, im the ph0ne tryina find 0ut where J0HNNY's party was, and im 0n the ph0ne yellin kuz he c0uldn't hear me, and this h0meb0y [ lolz h0meb0y, - inside j0ke-]... he's TALL, BLACK... c0mes up t0 me, and made a u turn [ walking] kuz i was 0n the ph0ne. [ lmao...u had t0 be there], and then he g0es..."eyy girl..s0 h0w 0ld are y0u?" im like " umm h0w 0ld are y0u? ", he's like "19...turning 20 in a couple of weeks..", and i was like " ohh man..im s0rry im 17..", then they ask P0LLY and she stutters t00.. and she says " ehh, umm 16? " lol.... and then he's like " well i came up t0 y0u kuz i mean u like u all up in the pr0gram, like u be c0ming d0wn here tryina h0lla at s0me dudes" [ and im thinking...s0 whut? i l00k like a h0e 0r s0mething? NIGKA* are y0u f0r real?] lmao.. anyways... nd he just kept tryina talk to me and says : " s0...u kn0w i was just tryina get t0 kn0w y0u, maybe i can take u 0ut s0metime, get us s0emhtign t0 eat... u know i just wanan be friends"...maria says: " lol..nahh n0 p0int t0 that..i mean h0w y0u g0n` try t0 get t0 kn0w me if y0u`re like 20 milli0n yrs 0ld [ his friends laugh] and im like 17...i mean t0 p0int..u feel me?" [ LMAO..i was so ghetto...it was hilarious]....lol then his friend started yawning and he says : " damn girl..man now my nigga gettin tired..s0 y0u g0n h00k me up with a number? " maria says: " aint n0b0dy getting n0b0dy'z numbers"... lol..nd i walked away " w0w....g00d fucking times !!!.

then P0lly actually made KYLE c0me t0 the m0vies t0 meet her...aweeeeee they l00ked s0 cute.. hehe * g00dluck babez !!

(give me a chance)

G0T A DATE aT 8...iM iN THE SEVEN F0RTi-FiZZAi.... [26 Sep 2004|08:36pm]

[ mood | WANTs T0 PARTy... ]

[ music | LEAN BACK.....SC00W00P!!! LEAN BACk !!! ]

WHERE THE PARty AT?!?!...DAYum...this was the best fucking weekend ever !!

YESTERDAy, i went to OJAi....to a pool party with my moms...thats hit wuz tight.... it was a mansi0n,...0hh g00d shiet. 0nly it was like 2 h0urs away...

T0DAY, sc00w0000P!!! t0day was NATALiES P00L PARTy...0h my g0sh....t00 much fun f0r me t0 handle... DAYUM!!..KRiSTAL,KATRiNA, ME, TRiSH, N0ELiA, nd her BF was tearing it up at the end...0mg...t00 much dancing f0r me. LOL...MAN im s0 freggin excited..i can't wait till h 0 m e c 0 m i n g ... time t0 fucking dance my ass 0ff. imma already start l00kin f0r a dress...wh00 imma l00k sexie... all i need is a D A T E [ y0u hear that b0iz? ayhem*] lol well yeah... music was aight... all the fun was at the end tho..kuz me kristal, nd katrina was just makin everyone laugh by the way we were dancing. lol...dang i laughed soo much that i l0st my v0ice... w0w..g 0 0 d f u c k i n g t i m e s ...

FriDAY- im having a get t0gether this friday... lol s0 any0ne wanna c0me...h0lla at me !! TRiSH- u better fucking dance lol... kuz u kn0w...[ since we black] LMAO !!!..inside j0ke...l0l.

Babygurl42016s [8:21 PM]: of course you can dance and you know it

[ damn yall..im fucking sick wit it...WHAT?!?!?!]

*im fr0m NiGERiA YALLz*

(1 let me l0ve y0u give me a chance)

[24 Sep 2004|10:38pm]

[ mood | ehh whatevers ]

[ music | THE S0UND 0F THE TV... ]

ehh i feel a lil better but not quite....i went t0 get s0me ice cream fr0m baskin r0bbins... i dr0ve nd t00k my sis nd my brudder. i had a yummy 2 sc00p sundae with vanilla and rocky road....my fav0rite.... ICE CREAM alway makes everything better...i wish i had it all the time..

DannyKorndog [10:29 PM]: talkin to *BLANK*?
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:29 PM]: noope
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:30 PM]: y would i be 
DannyKorndog [10:31 PM]: *points at your LJ update*
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:32 PM]: ohh 
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:32 PM]: not talking to him 
DannyKorndog [10:32 PM]: shoulda asked if *BLANK* was talkin to you lol
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:32 PM]: hehh 
DannyKorndog [10:33 PM]: k but now that we're gettin married
DannyKorndog [10:33 PM]: you cant talk to him =D
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:33 PM]: lol 
HiYEE iTz MiMi [10:33 PM]: trust me i wont 
DannyKorndog [10:34 PM]: aye dont see why ya should
DannyKorndog [10:34 PM]: but eh dont worry
DannyKorndog [10:34 PM]: one o these days someone out there'll treat ya the way you need to be treated
DannyKorndog [10:34 PM]: without breakig your fuckin heart all the time
DannyKorndog [10:34 PM]: which seems to happen a lot to you
DannyKorndog [10:35 PM]: which really really sucks

DANNY!!! i L0VE Y0U!!... hehe always there f0r me...thanx a bunch. y0ur the best. !!

(give me a chance)

WHEN CAN i SEE Y0U AGAiN? WHEN WiLL MY HEARt BEAT AGAiN...? [24 Sep 2004|05:57pm]

[ mood | MiSSiNG HiM. ]

[ music | WHEN CAN i SEE Y0U AGAiN [ BABY FACE] ]

i KNEW THAT L0ViNG Y0U BEF0RE TiME W0ULD HUrT......BUT N0T AS BAD AS LETTiNG Y0U G0...

*SiGH... the 0nly 0ne t0 blame here is me. i g0t my self int0 it, nd i guess i hafta get my self 0ut 0f it t00. Alth0ugh y0u kn0 id'e wait all eternity f0r y0u...s0metimes shit aint the way it's supp0sed t0 be. I think I've waited l0ng en0ugh t0 kn0w that all 0f this...and all that has happened is just talk. It is i m p 0 s s i b l e t0 say y0u want s0me0ne this fucking bad....nd never d0 anything ab0ut it. H0w can y0u expect me t0 fucking give in t0 y0u....and n0t expect anything t0 change? H0w can y0u sit there..nd` read this, nd act like it never happened. It makes me s0 fucking mad h0w everything felt s0 r e a l ....s0....s0 desired by b0th 0f us.... t0 0nly bring u t0 a st0p. I guess it just served us and made us the fav0r 0f helping each0ther realize what we want.... it's 0bvious y0u d0n`t want me... nd i...well i really d0n`t want any0ne wh0 is n0t willing t0 let it all g0 f0r me...as well as id'e d0 f0r them... ehh` but i can be wr0ng... but whats the p0int 0f being right 0r wr0ng n0w? it's n0t like y0ur taking the time t0 e x p l a i n anything t0 me anyway....

DAMN! i d0n' wanna fucking l0ve anym0re.

(1 let me l0ve y0u give me a chance)

d0n`t st0p... [23 Sep 2004|04:54pm]

[ mood | worried ]

[ music | MAMA's just a LiTTLE GiRL [ 2PAC] ]

have y0u ever d0ne anything in which y0u`re n0t sure if it was bad 0r g00d? In a way it's a g00d thing kuz y0ur cl0ser t0 the pers0n wh0 y0u l0ve... yet y0u kn0w y0u're just g0ing t0 get m0re attached nd y0u`re g0ing t0 l0ng f0r that pers0n m0re than ever. RAWRR.

ehh..i saw **** t0day. it was kinda weird at first kuz i haden't seen him f0r a l0ng ass time. Eventually i g0t 0ver the shyness and gave in. Although i felt okay about what was happening, i d0n`t kn0w why im feeling s0 " iffy " right n0w. F0r s0me reas0n i feel like "what happened" just happened kuz i was there....and kuz i guess he had n0 0ther ch0ice 0r whatver. I d0n't kn0w why... i guess kuz maybe after we finally kissed, it was 0ver with.... nd there was n0 use f0r me anym0re....khuz i mean i didn't even get a hug g00dbye. =\.

MAN WTF!!...why aren't i ever fucking SATiSFiED ?!

(give me a chance)

TRuST N0B0Dy , TRUSt n0 BiTCH.... SUCK A DiCK... [18 Sep 2004|10:19pm]

[ mood | betrayed ]

[ music | [EVERyTiME- BRiTNEY SPEARs] ]

First y0u can't trust y0ur f r i e n d s . Then y0ur f a m i l y . W0W !!! I just wish everybody would just st0p lying t0 me, and tell me shit straight 0ut. S0... it turns 0ut that this guy tells me that he can't be with me because I went 0ut with his friend... but it's 0kay f0r HiM t0 kiss my C0uSiN infr0nt 0f me? W0W !!! It's just s0 ir0nic h0w 1 h0ur bef0re this happened she was telling me h0w she hates pe0ple that d0 shit like that ... hmm...0h` well th0ugh, what can i d0 n0w? it's pretty 0bvi0us t0 me that I was never g00d en0ugh f0r him... and my c0usin was. g00d luck guys .

Dear God,

Why is it that n0thing ever w0rks 0ut my way? Why can't i live a n0rmal life, with a n0rmal family ? I kn0w iv'e pushed my self away fr0m y0u, s0 maybe i d0 deserve all the things that have happened t0 me. I just wanna kn0w when will it end?? When will pe0ple st0p feeling s0rry f0r me, and when will they start appreciating me f0r what i am? When will s0me0ne actually sit d0wn and listen t0 me? When will s0me0ne actually tell me what's in their heart and n0t care ab0ut anything else? When will s0me0ne l00k inside and l0ve me f0r that? WHEN? I've never felt this lonely bef0re, i mean i kn0w i have my m0m wh0 l0ves me m0re than anything else, but i feel s0 empty. I know i should be asking you why, and when.. i sh0uld be thankking y0u because n0w i kn0w that i cant even trust my 0wn family..and i kn0w that i can't believe what any0ne tells me. I just really don't kno what to do anym0re, im in l0ve with s0me0ne wh0 will never resp0nd t0 what i feel....and even tho theres nothing between me and this other person, they can't even have a little respect and d0 whatever they have t0 d0 s0mewhere else. WHAT PiSSES ME 0FF!!!...is that she knew what happened witht he 0ther pers0n, and she still felt the need t0 g0 and d0 that......and what i d0nt understand is why I t0ld her that i knew she would never d0 anything liek that t0 me... why? Dear God, please l00k after me, i d0n't wanna cry anym0re 0ver shit that d0esn't matter, i want t0 be accepted, i want t0 be l0ved , i want t0 feel wanted, i want t0 feel like theres s0me0ne 0ut there f0r me. And m0st 0f all... watch after my cuz jimmy, he's out there by him self, having no home, having n0 where t0 g0, it breaks my heart t0 see him al0ne, God please, free him fr0mt temptati0n. And i als0 pray f0r CAR0LiNA, she talks t0 me ab0ut y0u as if she f0ll0wed y0ur every rule...yet shes living in sin... please guide her through the right path... let her find herself... last but n0t least.... i ask f0r guideance, i d0n't want t0 be a simple pers0n....amen.

(1 let me l0ve y0u give me a chance)

em0ti0ns.....taking me 0ver... [15 Sep 2004|07:52pm]

[ mood | in need f0r l0ve ]

[ music | EM0Ti0Ns [ DESTiNYs CHiLD] ]

RAWRR !! SCH00L SUCKS !..

ANYWAYz, i haven't bl0gged in a while, i haven't really felt like it, n0thing exciting has happened t0 n0 p0int. but yahh sk00l started and it sucks.

*MY SCHEDULE

1.ALG.2

2. US.HIST0Ry

3. CWC- CHiLD CARE

4. CWC- CHiLD CARE [ it's tw0 peri0ds l0ng]

5. AMERiCAN LiT.

6. CHEMESTRy

man my teachers suck...specially 5th period..im in classes filled with chunts and shit. Specially in hirtory...oh my g0sh, h0megirl d0esn't even kn0w where the c0ntinent AMERiCA is... w0w!!... i need 0ut. thank g0d im gettin 0ut, and ill g0 to the * iS* pr0gram with all my bitches and h0ez. L0l…. Anyway, my child care class is tight…since imma be a teacher it’s c00l kuz when im d0ne with the class ill be a certified teachers assistant/ day care worker. And pay starts at $10.75.…wh00t!!, s0 it;’s c00l I guess.

à okie dokies…SATURDAY, I went t0 a party with my c0usins in C0MMERCE, then JACKiE, and her cousin CARO, and OLIVER came over my house, and they slept over so it was koo…then SUNDAY we went to church, then to CARLS Jr…I barely ate tho… the spicy chicken sandwich l00ked scary. Anywayz, during church me and JACKIE went sh0pping, I b0ught 2 green shirts, and a HARDAWAY JERSEY THROWBACK…from when he was in the ORLANDO MGCs. [ lol omar ], and I bought a new scarf.

EDIT// besides that life kinda sucks . IM SO FUCKING iMPATiENT… I d0nn0 why, suddenly everything is bugging me and getting t0 me. MAN..it’s s0 bad…. I really d0n’t want t0 feel like this,…but I can’t help but to feel jealous when ever her name is menti0ned, or whenever the situati0n is br0ught up. I wish I can be like th0se girls that d0n’t give a fuck and just g0 by what they feel, but I can’t d0 that. Rawrr!! FUCKEN EMOTi0NS TAKING ME 0VER !! I want t0 just…f0rget everything, and find s0me0ne new… but I just can’t anym0re. It’s t00 late t0 try t0 fight the feelings n0w… even if EVERYTHiNG turns out to be a big joke… I really can’t help it anymore… im cought up in the whole “ scene “ rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……why does it have to be so bad though……… to the p0int where… I stay in bed an extra 25 minutes in the m0rning, s0 I can keep thinking ab0ut this pers0n with my eyes cl0sed., c0ncentrated, without distracti0n. MAN…I don’t want to have anything to do with this anymore, and I fucken hate it when u talk about how everything is going to be perfect, and how sure you are about everything…. </3

(give me a chance)

how d0 y0u feel... [08 Sep 2004|03:01pm]

[ mood | chilled ]

[ music | SH0rty BARKiNg... ]

hmm..i havent bl0gged f0r a while, sk00l starts t0m0rr0w. blahh!!, 0h well, sh0uld be fun, im still trying t0 g0 back t0 taft. s0 i0n0 wats up witht hatr ight n0w...mys ummer was 0kae i guess, i really wanted a summer bf, but i guess it c0uldnt happen. =[. 0hh well i f0und a new passi0n. SURFiNG!!!! YEAH!!....me and sarah are the sexiest. = ]......anywayz, heres a survey.

BASIC
|KnOwN aS| :: MARiA MiSSZALy DE`LE0N, [ MiMi, MiSSA, sh0rty, luSSEr]

Piercings: EARS, used t0 have the belly, but I g0t in tr0uble. L0l.
Tattoos: getting a cr0ss with a r0se ar0und it in my l0wer back s00n. =]
Height: 5'1" hehe imma sh0rty.
Shoe size: l0l..kids size baby… size 4, 0r 4 1/2
Hair color: black…
Length: l0ng layers…kinda sh0rt right n0w. =[

LAST...
Movie you rented: DiCKiE R0BERTS
Movie you bought: PASSi0n 0F THE CHRiST
Song you listened to: J0HN B. - THEy D0n’t KN0w
Song that was stuck in your head: J0HN B - THEY D0n’t KN0w
CD you listened to: NBK
Person you've called: J0HNNy
Person that's called you: J0hNNy
TV show you've watched: 106 Nd PARK. Yesterdayz epis0de.

DO...
You have a bf or gf: naww…im l0nely!!
You have a crush on someone: yes I d0...
You wish you could live somewhere else: yes….I REALLy d0.
You think about suicide: I have bef0re ..
Others find you attractive: i DuNnO .. D0 they? =] ..
You want more piercings: YeA .. I want my t0ngue…but im scared… l0l.
You drink: n0pe…. It’s bad f0r y0u.
You do drugs: n0pe….it’s bad f0r y0u t00.

You smoke: n0pe…it fukkz up ur lungz….and it’s bad f0r y0u as well. =]
You like cleaning: yeahh, 0n my 0wn time th0ugh, n0t when my parents f0rce me t0 d0 s0

HAVE YOU...
Ever cried over a guy/girl: YeA .. A L0t..
Ever lied to someone: d0esn’t every0ne ..
Ever been in a fist fight: uH .. D0es my br0ther c0unt?
Ever been arrested: thank g0d n0... ..

NUMBER...
Of times I have been in love: 0nce bef0re…and right n0w =] ..
Of times I have had my heart broken: twice.. =[
Of hearts I have broken: hmmm… n0ne I h0pe. <33
Of girls I have kissed: ewwwww n0ne !!
Of boys I have kissed: l0l…hmm….just pecked or actually made 0ut? Tw0. hehe !!
Of drugs taken illegally: hmm n0ne =] wink*
Of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: unf0urtunately 0 ..
Of people I consider my enemies: I d0nn0... Im n0t a hater, im a l0ver ..
Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 0nce in 4^th grade…kids c0rner. =]..
Of scars on my body: a lot: like 10 ..
Of things in my past that I regret: like 73087049837259874857482740985723 ...

FOR OR AGAINST...
Long distance relationships: FoR .. i haD 0ne bef0re…lasted ab0ut a year.
Using someone: against….it’s n0t c00l.
Killing people: against…..n0 matter what theyd 0...let G-D take care 0f it
Teenage smoking: against…. Th0se kidz are stupid

Premarital sex: FOR .. aS y0u l0ve the pers0n unc0nditi0anally, yet being smart at the same time.
Driving drunk: AGAInST….it’s just wr0ng
Gay/lesbian relationship: against…. It’s not right under the eyes 0f G-D…but I d0nt hate gay pe0ple…theyre kinda fun. =]
Soap operas: f0r…hehe I watch a Spanish 0ne with my m0ther.

FAVORITE...
Food: PUERT0 RiCAN, 0r GUATEMALAn…. Yummy..specially my grandmas c00king. 0uch!!!
Drinks: WATER, and c0ke….yummy I l0ve c0ke
Clothes: ANyTHiNG VINTAGE, but if u want brands…umm AE, JUiCY, A&F is nice.=]
Movies: C0MEDy…I l0ve laughing.
Band/singer: hmm…TBS…USHER….jeesh I d0nn0..this questi0n is t00 br0ad.
New nerdy saying: YiiiiKEs !!!
Disney movie: BEAUTy and THE BEASt
Scent: CUCUMBER MEL0n ..
Word: EARLy
Nickname: MiMi, MiSSA, SH0rty
Guy name: CRiS..l0l. [ I kn0w t00 damn many]
Girl name: ELIZABETh..
Eye color: anything light
color: RED…
Flower: TODAiSiES, lol !!!
Actress: JULiA ROBERTs
Actor: J0HNNy DEPP.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

Funny: hahaha yeah….funny l00king. =]
Friendly: m0st 0f the time… but pe0ple think im mean f0r s0me reas0n.
Amusing: l0l…hmm…whut d0 y0u think?
Ugly: YEAH…
Lovable: l0l…VERy. <3
Pessimistic: YeA .. AT TiMEs
Optimistic : ummmm…s0mewhat.
Caring: YeS, maybe a lil t00 much !!
Sweet: YeP, when I want t0 b e !!
Dorky: hell freggin yes !!

DESCRIBE YOUR...
Wallet: d0nt have 0ne!!
Hairbrush: pink c0n air. ..
Room: 0rganized, clean…l0l s0mewhat. ..
Blanket: baige with pink fl0wers t0 match my r00m
Coffee cup: a ballerina and my name 0n it ..
Sunglasses: gucci..
what are you wearig now: bball sh0rts and a white t. ..
Hair: up in a pony tail
Make up: MAC, revl0n….c0l0r= TOASt, n0t wearing any right n0w th0ugh

WHOS/WHATS ...
In my mouth: y0ur tongue…l0l. Jk..n0thing.
In my head: h0w cris wants me this bad, yet d0esnt kn0w me that well. l0l !!
Wishing: that he knew me =\ ..
After this: ima g0 take a sh0wer and take sh0rty f0r a walk..

Talking to: CRiS
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason: I`ll let g0d take care 0f that
Person you wish you could see right now: CRiS =] ..
Something that you are deathly afraid of: L0ViNg **** !!! =[
Do you like candles: yes…cucumber mel0n, 0r mang0.. Yummy. ..
Do you like hot wax: l0l…hurts
Do you like incense: yup, the 0nes fr0m venice beach..
Do you like the taste of blood: n0pe ..
Do you believe in love: yes I d0..
Do you believe in soul mates: nope I d0nt ..
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes I d0..
Do you believe in forgiveness: YeS .. i Do ..
Do you believe in God: YES --- J0HN 1:1 In THE beginning was the W0rd, and the w0rd was with G0D, and the W0rd was G0d ..
The story behind your user name: I dance? Lol…
4 words that sum you up: HOPELESS ROMANTiC and L0vEr. ..

hehehe... ohh and i sent this survey t0 cris...and this is what he said

Who are you? Cris Camacho
Are we friends? You could call us that
When and how did we meet? We met cuz of my sister and online
What do you think of me? that ur my perfection
What's the fondest memory you have of me? trying to kiss u and seeing how cute it was when u wouldnt let urself
How long do you think we will be friends? not too long [ hehehe =) ]
Do you love me? wouldnt u like to know
Would you kiss me? in a hearbeat
Would you hug me? [ he didnt answer]
On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 11
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. stupid question -_-
Am I loveable? course
How long have you known me? since i was in 11th grade
Describe me in one word. iono
What was your first impression? materialistic
Do you still think that way about me now? not as much
Do you think I'll get married? yup
What makes me happy? i dont know wat makes u happy but i know wat can make u happy
What makes me sad? lonelynes
What reminds you of me? need for speed underground (u and ur cousin kept calling me while i was playing it at like 5am)
If you could give me anything what would it be? me
How well do you know me? barely
When's the last time you saw me? around january
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? yup
What will I be when I grow up? mine

hehehe...awwwwe... funny stuff. <33

(give me a chance)

and the reas0n is.... [30 Aug 2004|10:22am]

[ music | REAS0n [ h00bastank] ]

W0W…I had a pretty fun ass weekend. First 0ff…

FRiDAY // I was supp0sed t0 g0 t0 the beach, but then bubba c0uldn’t c0me s0 then I didn, then she was gunna c0me, kuz she wanted t0 see BUBBA BUTT0nUPz. AND GUESS WHAT !? N00ne wanted t0 see me… But then she c0uldnt, s0 then I didn’t d0 anything. But talk 0n the ph0ne with BUBBA FREAKz till like 2 in the m0rning….with her h0meb0y LUiS. W0w…s0 fun. <3 y0u bubba.

SATURDAy// 0kay…Saturday I was supp0sed t0 g0 t0 6 FLAGz with BUBBA FREAKz, and then g0 back t0 her h0use f0r the rest 0f the week, but I didn’t have a ride. Then MR.KYLe, says I c0uld r0ll with them, and then suddenly his ass aint g0t a ride either. [ w0w !!! ], man that sucks dick…. S0 then I called calvin and we r0lled t0 the m0vies just us tw0...and we watched HER0 [ by the way..g00d m0vie, but I d0nt get shit] lol…we g0t s0em ice cream…and we were freezing 0ur asses in there..w0w. Haha… g00d day… I th0ught my dad was g0nna kick my ass kuz I g0t h0me a0rund 1 am s0methin….but n0t at all… he just asked me h0w the m0vie was. L0l.

SUNDAY// YAY!!!!..it was RENNE’s p00l party. W0w…it was fun fun fun!!! They kept thr0wing every0ne in the p00l with their cl0thes 0n. Haha…thank g0d I changed…either way they still pushed me in. THESE KiDS d0nt believe in a thing called WiLL P0WER, I was g0nna g0 in my self….but n00000000000.…lol. It was fun. I g0t me s0me pinpo hat, and pimp0 glasses…THANX ToPHY and RENNE. After that I went t0 ANNiES h0use [ aka genesis] ….and we went t0 rent a m0vie..but didn’t even get t0 watch it. Rawrr !!!

IN CONLUSI0Nà I had a g00d weekend…but ims till sad.l0l. NATALiE and LUiGi were s0 happy…and Im happy f0r them…but I get sad, kuz I want s0me0ne I can be happy with t00. L . Damnit….this l0nelyness shit is getting t0 me. Damn…s0meb0dy

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